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November 01 Unnecessary I was told that, to some extent, the evolution of human society is driven by libido. That sounds great. I am not saying how outstanding or unique I am, but I really coundn't find such link, on myself. Surely I have yet to make more efforts as to appear to be more enthusiastic on the improvement of my social condition, while still I am not certain on the momentums on such improvement, especially when being told it should be connected with desire for women. Frankly speaking, I still take this as the biggest possible mistake I ever made, in terms of the possibility of endangering the stability of family value I have being trying to maintain all along. There are also struggles and hesitations before the final decision, which is based on the consideration of 3 NOs (No self-motivation, no rejection, no resposibilities). I almost believed that I was capable of classifying myself as those motivated by hunger for multiple sex relationship. It looks so real and natural and for a while I thought I became normal. Then it turned out to be what it was before. Again I feel exhausted, tired and uninterested. I cannot reveal anyhing new even I have been trying to make all these different with other experiences. After once or twice feeling impulse of sexually aroused, I found that these feeling quickly dissolved into inabilities of sensing new stimulations. Then? Never ask. I don't know. Waiting for someone with more sustaining attaction to come? Perhaps. March 30 What if.It's both unnecessary and stupid to try to remember what happened in those old days you were still not so sure about what was happening. I mean, no if, never mention it, there is no if, but and. Let me give some hints on what I don't want to mention: 1. 4 years in WOW, spending all night long in MC, BWL and NAXX. Oh, don't forget ARENA. 2. Nights in 2nd half of 2003, Shenzhen. Staying up till 2AM, tangled in the mist of advanced maths. Again came the inevitable fail. This time it was not Maths, but Basics of Finance. 3. 0551-466XXXX. An embarrassing love story. Maybe it's not even love, but I still take it something so precious. Nothing but innocence. 4. Once upon a time in Hainan. I was still so willing to tell people the stories in my head. Each one of these will be such an absorbing story while I am now so bored to be a good narrator. Thinking of this alone, makes me sad as mad. March 15 E63Nerds are always good at entertaining themselves, or else they will have nothing to do and die really fast. 3 or 4 years with no mobile qwerty keyboard, I should say I am happy to see the spiritual inheritor of TREO. I can still remember that I input a few paragraphs of "会计受辱记" with the help of treo600 keyboard on the bus during my way back home. It was an inspiring and joyful experience using a device like old treo, especially with the imcomparable PIM conceptions, which is still by far the best as far as the concision & efficiency are concerned. Even for now, PIM is still the sanctuary of old treo. E71 (&E63) excels in the aspects which treo is not good at, as connectivity, multi-task or industrial design if you want to say so. Though lack of a few killing applications which I feel necessary (PMT, DateBK6, ZDic &DA, etc), E63 still brought me with the similar user experience I enjoyed when using treo. The smooth system response, pleasant input, sustainable battery, together with the fashionable design and up-to-date functions, make me feel that I have enough reasons to take it as the formal successor of the legendary TREO. I will stand still and watch if palm pre can replace it or not. February 25 Turning PointAgain I am put into some annoying situation. After 1 or 2 years family life which I can't say I pretty much enjoy, I probably have to say good bye to it in a foreseeable future. Though spending hours with kid is such a tedious job for me, I would say I have got used to this life style and I took it as some perpetual thing that would last as long as I hope. Then it's the story you've known well. Financial crisis, recession, cut of operational cost, blah blah blah. As a company which is so devoted in making a red profit, Suzhou factory's destiny has long been decided by some confidential meetings among those disgusting Japanese and Malaysians. I am only able to have some clues after the talk with my ex-boss. What is more upsetting, I might also be the first one to get to know this among the employees of Suzhou factory. It's just way too cruel to let out such news to the colleagues while the cold winter could still continues for quarters. Maybe I won't have enough time to show the useless sympathy while myself is also in some upcoming hazard. As Lee will leave in the near future, he is also reluctant to give me a helping hand. I completely understand his hesitations (or putting off) upon my requests, I might also do the same given his condition, while I still feel unstoppable frustration. Anyways, Suzhou will definitely become somewhere I couldn't reach. Farewell, in advance. February 17 中毒我的电脑中病毒了。 在裸奔（带着360安全卫士上路似乎也并不能称之为裸奔，但总之就是那么回事了）了近一年之后，我的办公用笔记本终于沉重的倒下了。它并没有发出气喘吁吁的声音并且“死给你看”，而是在机器闲置的时候，硬盘也会发出让人心神不宁的巨响，稍有电脑常识的人就知道这不是愚蠢的Windows在重排虚拟内存。我的TWOW客户端也无法运行，双击launcher.exe之后便归于沉寂，仿彿什么都不曾发生过——而我分明知道客户端升级过程在昨天晚上因为硬盘空间不足被迫终止（XD）——这剥夺了我出差在外夜间的唯一乐趣。360也报警说“文件已被篡改”，然而那个severx.exe进程总是杀之不绝，清除后再扫描又会堂而皇之的出现在我面前。除此之外似乎并没有什么不妥，QQ虽然报文件损坏但依旧可以运行，OUTLOOK也能正常启动收发邮件，相信EXCEL, WORD之流对这种也不会受这种不知所谓的木马特别关照。 但是我仍然觉得非常屈辱，感觉像是裸奔得高高兴兴的时候被别有用心的坏分子绊倒在地。在多次宣扬“老子裸奔两三年每天上黄网也中不了毒”之后，我可耻的栽在了俞工的MP3 U盘手下——没错，这个低档的、感染破坏所有exe文件并强迫你重装系统格式化C盘的木马，就来源于俞工递给我的经常没电的128M MP3随身听，和那个我瞟了一眼但没有放在心上的autorun.inf文件夹。马勒个彼得老子再接你的垃圾文件再帮你改报告再借电脑给你开莫名奇妙的成本降低会议我他妈跟你姓。 February 03 Times of My LifeI should at least put some comments on the current situation that we are confronting and call for public concienceness as to care for the poor and prepare for worst... Of course I am not going to do so. It's also meaningless to log on simply saying "Hi guys how you doing". I would ignore this entry if I were you, ha. December 03 Freedom of SpeechIf you know me pretty well, you certainly know what I mean.
After that shocking moment, I spent a while thinking about what happened. I have been trying to sell my blog to all my cyber friends while I would never find any possibilities that some of them could pass this message to the victim (if you would like to say so). This blog, being seldom updated, with little advertisement and no easter eggs, just complaints on lousy daily life of an ordinary accountant - I could find no reason that this victim paid such an astonishing visit to the infamous blog. I also don't believe that she could be so bored as to search the key words of her declamation - although I must admit I have done so for a few times.
Anyways, it happened, and I must apologize. So I did. I was again deprived of the rights of free speech, and forced to abandon my mother tongue when trying to record the occasional moments of my life. The most precious part I would like to remember, and share with you guys who like to read my articles, is the unpredictable and chaotic experience I will enjoy when working with Eng. Yu and his colleagues. Thinking of giving up this fun alone, will drive me mad. October 06 What's the problem with you?That is exactly the question I want to ask myself.
What the heck do you want? You skinny dwarf, pathetic ED, incompetent mortage slave, an idiot so ignorant in pleasing women... What the heck you wanna do? Does it really make you happy wasting time trying to make up certain relationship with these fucking Shaowuji so out of reach? What are you supposed to do with them giving that you have the slightest chance to show your hospitality? Will you really be available even for dinner once you are invited accidently, with your son crying for something you don't want to let him have at all?
The really important thing is, those who take these questions into serious consideration will certainly fail in Shaowuji hunting. He who needs no dignity rules. September 20 WTF...李来米 16:51:41 李来米 16:57:14 XXX 17:01:42 李来米 17:11:49 September 18 How can you...Eng. Yu possesses the might to exceed ordinary people's imagination, always.
After he managed to get one of our HODs out of company, he began to aim at his new target without a little bit hesitation. I do not want to mention again the exhausting & time-consuming conversations occurred last round, since they were proved useless at all - Yu succeeded, we lost, what a shame!
Now it is a tougher opponent, who claims she will not bow to Yu's atrocity. That's nice, but please just keep it between you two. Then Yu proved once again that how easily my bottomline could be breached: when all of us were thinking that it was so lucky nothing happened during the HOD meeting yesterday, Yu concluded the meeting with accusations that he wouldn't tolerate liberal resignations any more. No wonder Cai stood up when her name was mentioned (who else would sit still in this case? I doubt). Then what? A foolish brawl, of course. To be frank, I don't care what the dispute is about at all. But I had to accept the truth: these 2 bloody assholes talked to me one by one and delayed my dinner to 8PM. September 08 VainNo wonder I made few efforts in my life trying to change myself. It's the natural choice from the heart to remain what I am.
That is not because of something like "I yearn to find peace, a presence of mind", blah blah blah. I hunger for so many things which are far beyond my reach, so far away that I simply give all them up.
It's just all in vain. The gap cannot be closed. The empty cannot be filled. August 05 BargainI hate negotiating, bargaining, spending time on useless talking while you are not expecting any good result at all.
It's pretty much a shame - considering the money & time spent in this activity as a whole. Let me think, probably 3K to 4K has been slipping out of my own pocket since the first engagement. Though part of it has been put under the name of "entertainment reimbursement", I still feel sorry for this amount. Being an accountant, to be this luxurious is a crime.
The most irritating thing is, I paid while I was not pleased. Being a man who hates wearing glasses so much, I alway failed to reveal these women's true nature. There are a list of awkward examples. Say, young ladies with heavy body hair, young ladies with short legs disguised with high heels, young ladies surrounded by dense B.O., young (or old) ladies with coarse accent from all across our motherland... I always became much too picky in these cases, so seriously that it sometimes even prevented me from finishing the job.
You will certainly advise, why not be a smart consumer from the very start? You know I don't wear glasses and the lights were always so dim and suspensive. A few minutes after I made a choice out of nothing, I would definitely feel the sky was falling down on me: Why I got to pay for such a terrible experience? Once or twice, it may be my bad luck to blame; while it came in a third time, I can't help but doubt, "Is this the best you can do?" I did want to weep in sorrow when I touched the sweaty hairy fairy with grey nipples who claimed she aged 19. Do you think I will still have the courage to entrust this bloody pimp's recommendations? Or if things will really get better if I alway remember to bring my glasses? Is it interesting to say to the waitress "oh sorry but can you call in some better ones" 3 or 4 times and in the end both of us got exhausted?
Eh, enough. I will let you know should there be any good news. But now, I'd leave the unexplainable sorrow to myself. July 29 Let's Get the Party StartedI do have some English articles, most of which are correspondances with boss & colleagues. I don't think you have enough interest in it.
So what's should be included in this blog? Still I've got no idea on my mind. What I can guarrantee is, I will let me know my real thoughts here, no disguise, no palliative, no pretention... Eh, I won't care if you are interested or not. |
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