I hate negotiating, bargaining, spending time on useless talking while you are not expecting any good result at all.

 

It's pretty much a shame - considering the money & time spent in this activity as a whole. Let me think, probably 3K to 4K has been slipping out of my own pocket since the first engagement. Though part of it has been put under the name of "entertainment reimbursement", I still feel sorry for this amount. Being an accountant, to be this luxurious is a crime.

 

The most irritating thing is, I paid while I was not pleased. Being a man who hates wearing glasses so much, I alway failed to reveal these women's true nature. There are a list of awkward examples. Say, young ladies with heavy body hair, young ladies with short legs disguised with high heels, young ladies surrounded by dense B.O., young (or old) ladies with coarse accent from all across our motherland... I always became much too picky in these cases, so seriously that it sometimes even prevented me from finishing the job.

 

You will certainly advise, why not be a smart consumer from the very start? You know I don't wear glasses and the lights were always so dim and suspensive. A few minutes after I made a choice out of nothing, I would definitely feel the sky was falling down on me: Why I got to pay for such a terrible experience? Once or twice, it may be my bad luck to blame; while it came in a third time, I can't help but doubt, "Is this the best you can do?" I did want to weep in sorrow when I touched the sweaty hairy fairy with grey nipples who claimed she aged 19. Do you think I will still have the courage to entrust this bloody pimp's recommendations? Or if things will really get better if I alway remember to bring my glasses? Is it interesting to say to the waitress "oh sorry but can you call in some better ones" 3 or 4 times and in the end both of us got exhausted?

 

Eh, enough. I will let you know should there be any good news. But now, I'd leave the unexplainable sorrow to myself.